Sai Brother Darshan Ji from India says: Om Sai Ram. I am from Bangalore. Thank you, Hetal Ji, for giving me this opportunity to explain my Baba's miracles in my life.
First Experience:I started believing in Baba 8 years before, when I started my 11th standard then on. Baba is always with me in each of my steps in my life. I was an average student and had no interest in studies. I was very dull. My parents had no hopes that I will pass 10th standard. But my mom use to read Shri Sai Satcharitra, whenever I was studying for my 10th exam. I was studying just for my parent’s sake and just to pass. I didn’t know Baba at all. Only my Mom was reading Sai Satcharitra everyday and all I knew was Mom was reading God's book to make me pass. For my surprise I passed 10th class with 74% and nobody believed it. Even though, I didn’t pray to Baba. He was with me since then and saved me.
Second Experience:From my 11th class, I started doing pooja to Baba everyday having in mind that He will make me pass 12th as well. I didn’t know what is Bhakthi, Shradha, Saburi. I was very ignorant. Then I slowly started meditating on Sai's name "Om Sai Om Sai" and it stretched even for hours. All I knew was Baba will take care of His kids and I used to ask Baba to make me study well and make me score high marks in 12th Board exams. I prayed for entire 2 years everyday to Baba 5 things. So here is the Baba’s miracle. I Had asked Sai Baba that I need high percentage and I need computer science merit engineering seat and my seat counseling must be on Thursday and I also asked particular college as well. Baba listed to me and everything happen exactly what I asked for. There was only 1 Computer Science seat left out in my college and my turn was still 2 days ahead. But I had full faith in my Baba and for 2 days nobody choose that seat and I got the last merit seat. Baba made me study well and got me into engineering college in merit.
Third Experience:When I got into 3rd year of my B.E, a girl came into my life till then I had never ever spoke to any girl. But this girl was very soft spoken. She was my primary schoolmate and after several years, I spoke to her in Orkut and we became good friends. Later after 6 months, it turned out more than friendship. Then I got somewhat scared that this may spoil my career and studies. For the first time, I asked Baba in Baba's question answer book that should I propose her. Baba told "you will have happy family life". Then I proposed her just 7 days before my 5th semester exams and she readily accepted me. I was very happy. But I failed in 2 subjects and she failed in 4. We were tensed and in 6th semester, we were fighting often out of stress and I behaved very badly with her and very immaturely. But I loved her truly and she loved me too. But after 6th semester, she said she doesn’t need me anymore and told me I was rude and bad and left me. I didn’t know whom to go. I went to Baba and prayed a lot to give her back to me. I fell sick and lost 10kgs of weight. I use to cry in front of Baba everyday and ask her back. Both our families got to know about us. But they didn’t say anything. Whenever I asked Baba, He used to say everything will be all right and with the feel that Baba is with me, I somehow finished my BE. Meanwhile I started nine weeks vrat for her. In my 1st 9 weeks vrat, nothing happened. I was totally hopeless, but I didn’t leave my faith in Baba. I started one more 9 weeks vrat. In those 9 weeks, she again stared taking to me. I was very happy and I continued the vrat for next 9 weeks. With each week vrat, I was clearly feeling that she was slowly coming back to me. On the last 9th week, I finished my vrat with due formalities. This was biggest miracle of my Sai Baba that she messaged on that same Thursday that she cannot live without me anymore. We started a new life again happily.
Fourth miracle:All this miracles created a lot of changes in me. I become mentally stable and was totally changed in all aspects. Then it was time for me to get into good job. I prayed Baba. I started one more nine weeks Satyavrath asking Baba for good Job in MNC. Nobody believes me. I asked Baba that I need job in 3 days. It was a miracle on that same Saturday, I had an interview in a big MNC and I got placed. Baba gave me everything I ever asked in my life.
But after all, pride and ego started in me. I started my rude behavior again even with my love and I hurt her very badly. I never compromised and we use to fight a lot for silly things and it went out of limit. Her family saw her crying every day. I was away in other city with my job and failed to console her. This went on and on and her mother decided to find a different boy for her. They got her engaged to that boy. I am being totally helpless now and am praying Baba to forgive me for my mistakes. I love her truly and I cannot live without her. Baba has told me in Question answer book that "My wish will be fulfilled". Now I am waiting with faith and patience for Baba's one more miracle.
Thank you all for reading my experiences with Baba. I wanted to explain in detail, but I am not a good narrator. All I know is that Baba will always take care of us. Even if you fight with Him sometimes and ask sorry, He will forgive us. We are His children and He wants us to be happy in our lives under His unfathomable grace and Leelas.
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