Sai Sister Anuradha Ji from India says: Hi Hetal Ji, I am Anuradha from Delhi. I have read many experiences from your blog and it’s nice to know that so many people love your blog and are always eager to share their experiences. I am sharing my experience for the first time in your blog. I have never read or shared anything in any other blog. May be this is also happening according to Sai's wish. Please do not disclose my email Id.
Sai is my best friend. My every thought is known to Him and I speak to Him all the time. I do feel that everything in my past, present and future happened according to Sai's wish. Sai always lived with us, but we never recognized it. By Sai's grace, Spiritual feeling has blossomed into me. I do feel that there is a supreme power guiding us always. Now, I want to share some experiences.
- I felt Sai's power for the first time, when I failed in 8th class in Math. I was very much depressed because I never failed ever. I shouted at Sai because I was a non-believer at that time and challenged His power. But inside my heart, I felt that if I work on it and deserve to pass, I'll surely pass. With Sai's grace, I started to work on it and I passed. This simple experience brought a little faith in me towards Sai.
- Another experience, our family is a nuclear one. My dad was the only earning person. One day, my mom was feeling depressed because of some reason. She was lying on a bed and was crying. At that very moment, there was a knock at the door. It was Sai. I'm saying this so confidently because my mom never saw Him again till date. Sai came to our house as a fakir in orange chola. He told my mom to perform Satyanarayan Pooja. We never performed this Pooja at home before. He told my mom a lot of things about our future and gave a stone for my dad and instructed to wear it as a ring. He met my elder brother also and had water to drink. He told us that "Financial help will come but it will be spent in medication only". During that period, my dad's health was not good. After doing the Satyanarayan Pooja, we came to know about his health. We took him to hospital. My dad's health suddenly deteriorated. Doctors started confusing us by saying different things that he is suffering from Cancer and then declared it as TB. He went through many tests which showed that his 1 kidney has got failed and other is also getting infected by it. He was diabetic so nothing much could be done for this except going through dialysis. Financial condition got worsened and he tried his best to go to work. But after sometime, he had to take voluntary retirement. As Sai told us, we got financial help but it went for medication expenses. My dad suffered a lot for almost four years and Sai gave strength and patience to him in every possible way. By Sai's grace, during that period, we never slept empty stomach. Sai created firm faith in me. He is with us always.
My dad expired on 21st June 2010. He tried his best to recover, but destiny cannot be changed. I read Sai Satcharitra and Aarti every evening just to have a connection with Sai and to bring peace to my mind. I don't feel that my dad has left me. I always feel that He is with Sai.
- I got a job recently by Baba's blessings. This was totally unexpected because the offer came through my friend and I gave interview. But I never had the confidence of getting selected. I am working in a MNC, but the only regret now is that I am not getting time to read Sai Satcharitra or do any Aarti in front of Him. By Sai's love and blessings, we are living a stable life. He is my breath and will be with me till my death. Let everything happen in my life according to Sai's wish.
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