Our past bad Karma always is a hindrance. But when Lord Sai Baba is with us, what fear we have in our mind? Many times we tend to blame Him for odds in our life, but never understand that He is the One Who is taking care of all of us all the time. This is also been experienced by Sai Sister Laxmi ji

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Sai Sister Laxmi ji from USA says: Dear Hetal ji, I really appreciate your wonderful contribution for this site. I regularly visit this site and get inspired by devotee’s experiences. We are all very lucky to post our experiences and get a chance to share with all.

I get tears into my eyes. I can’t describe how our SAI will bless us if we completely surrender to HIM.

SAI came into my life when I was studying 10th class. HE blessed me to secure good percentage though I didn’t deserve for that. This experience is lengthy, please post this.


There are many miracles in my life. Here is the one miracle which turned my life completely. I would like to tell all SAI devotees how Sai miraculously blessed me against all Astrologers’ prediction. It’s been almost 12 years of Journey of my life with insults, heart breakings, Rejections, Ignorance. Sometimes, I was stubborn and didn’t listen to SAI and made myself miserable. Sorry, this post is lengthy, but I want to reveal the odds I faced in my life and how SAI came to rescue me.

I got married at the age of 19 years, but it lasted only for few months and we parted our ways. I went for higher studies and finally resulted in divorce. When I was supposed to get married to this guy, I didn’t ask SAI to stop this if it is not HIS will. Probably my past karma prevented me from doing that. Meanwhile one of my friends introduced me a guy. I told him clearly if he is Ok with me as I was a divorcee, we can go ahead. We developed a good rapport. After one year, he simply got married to other girl, because his mother didn’t agree for our marriage (mine is a second marriage). I cried for one month. Still I had strong belief in Baba that may be this guy is not Baba’s will.

Due to my mother’s compulsion, I had to agree to marry other guy. But I was so scared to marry him and SAI was showing all bad signs. We didn’t understand that and we fixed a date for marriage. Very next day morning in my dream, Baba was scolding me not to come near to HIM, but I was pleading Him how my life would be if I get married to this guy. Still I remember Baba’s face. It was so sad and consoling me, “I am worried about you”. With fear I asked Baba, “If I get married again, how my life would be, will it last forever”. Baba answered me again, “I am worried about you”. I woke up suddenly with fear and it took me sometime to realize the dream. I didn’t tell anything to my family. It was a Thursday. We went to Sai temple. I just looked at Baba. He was smiling at me. I prayed HIM to take care of me and get married to this guy if it is HIS WISH. We came back home my brother said, “Let us call it off”. It was incredible and got shocked to understand Baba’s leelas. My brother found out that guy was a cheat and what he told all were lies. Koti Koti Pranamam to Baba for saving me from this guy.

Baba started blessing me to boost up my career and got into an MNC company with handsome salary. I have become stronger and always chant Sai’s name. Due to the bad experiences, I wanted to stay away from guys. Without my knowledge, I was getting attracted to my colleague, but internally I knew that I didn’t deserve him as I was a divorcee. I thought that who will accept a divorcee girl. To my surprise that guy proposed me to get married. Instead of replying him, I cried a lot about my situation as I felt that he would not accept me if he would come to know about my past and that too he was younger to me. I knew that it was not possible.

Unexpectedly he accepted all these odds and was ready to get married. He agreed to talk to my mother and met my family twice. After a week he said that he can’t marry me. My heart was broken and it reminded me of my dream where Sai‘s worry about my married life. I determined myself that I would remain single. Adding to that whoever Astrologer I met or through my friends said my marriage will not be fruitful. Second time also and I would be single for rest of my life. But this guy used to show so much of love and affection, I was hoping that he would marry me. After that he has flown to USA. Still he was in touch with me over the phone. One fine day, he suddenly called and apologized me because he couldn’t marry me. I didn’t understand what happened to him suddenly. After few months he himself told me that he started seeing other girl, who was staying away from her husband as they didn’t have good terms. She proposed this guy before her marriage, but he couldn’t marry her. My heart was broken so terribly and crying all the day. I resigned my job and planning to go to USA as my visa was already approved. My downfall started here. I got angry with SAI and blamed HIM for not preventing me from seeing this guy. I was so panic. At any cost I strongly decided to marry this guy. I was searching for a way and thought that Baba was not helping me. I was not in my senses and not thinking of anything else except going mad about that guy and crazy to marry him at any cost. That time my concentration was only on that guy nothing else. I blamed SAI for this situation and asking SAI why HE was not blessing me with that guy. How many times I should get rejected by guys? What’s wrong in me? SAI appeared to me blurred and indicated that I was blind and not in a position to understand HIM. At this stage, my aunt influenced me to turn to other religion. I ignored Sai and jumped over to other religion and started praying with selfishness. I was blind and couldn’t understand SAI’s message that GOD is one.

I went to USA and led a horrible life without job and food. I used to cry a lot, so frustrated and panic. I was completely stayed away from SAI. I went through a terrible life which I have ever faced in my life. I had to come back to India with great insults and heart breaking. My brother was so annoyed with me as I was not with SAI and running blindly after that guy. Still I was so stubborn and tried to end my life as I couldn’t bear that pain. At last that guy came to India and got married to her. After hearing that, I shattered and went to deep depression. I stopped talking to all, sitting idle and crying whole day. Eventually I was coming into my senses again. I started feeling myself bad that I cried for that guy and wasted one year for him, but he ended up marrying other girl. I got annoyed that just because of this guy. I left SAI and put my life so miserable myself. SAI gave me wonderful career, but I didn’t care that, running mad about this guy. My mother gave me SAI’s ring, which I used to wear before. I started realizing How SAI blessed me and miracles and felt bad that I cheated and blamed SAI for my own mistake. My pain aggravated and crying again for SAI just scared to go back to SAI whether SAI would accept me. That night, I had a dream in that I was passing by a street where I happened to see Sai temple. I had a fear that Baba is angry with me, but I bent my head slightly into the temple there SAI Father was welcoming with smile. With Joy, I stepped into the temple there SAI ordered me to take coconut from Priest. Then I was telling SAI, “Baba I didn’t listen to You that guy married to other girl. It’s paining me Baba”. Baba with Motherly love was consoling me, “Don’t worry. Leave it”. I woke up and understood that Baba was not angry with me. I came back to my normal life like visiting Sai temple and reciting Aarti. It took me almost one year to come out of that depression and used to cry that why I made such a big mistake by leaving Sai. Still I am ashamed of myself for not showing gratitude towards SAI and running after that guy. BABA PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

Later I asked SAI to be with me always. Still I thought that this is my Destiny so that I can’t marry any guy in my life again. I came back to USA again in 2010. I sincerely started my Job searching, but I had to wait for 3 months. SAI showed me how people behave if you don’t have money and Job. Each and Every second, I used to cry in front of Baba as it was hard to face that situation. After 3 months, SAI blessed me with a job and so many miracles in my life again. I completely surrendered to SAI and I was at peace. My Mother was really worried about my marriage and fell sick. I told her that probably my past karma would not allow me to marry again so I will remain single. But to make her feel happy, I registered my profile online and met some guys for marriage. None of the attempts were succeeded. Finally I got an alliance through one of our family friends in USA. This guy is also a divorcee and that family assured us that this guy is such a nice guy so we don’t have to look back. I met that guy, but internally I was reluctant to get married. 3 months passed by and one fine day, this guy agreed to marry me. After so much of hesitation and fear I asked SAI if it is HIS will for me. I knew that if it is not SAI’s will, somehow the marriage will not happen. Finally I got married to this guy this year in February in USA. He is such a nice guy so lovable and caring. How can I show gratitude to Our Beloved SAI Father and for HIS motherly love on HIS devotees?

My relatives and friends show great respect to our family now as I got married to a well settled guy in USA. They are the people insulted my family many times as I was not getting married earlier. SAI blessed me abundantly. KOTI KOTI PRANAMAM DEVA.

I am writing this with full of tears how SAI made my life and blessed me with a wonderful husband. SAI is showing many wonders in my life. My husband is also a SAI devotee and visit SAI’s temple. Whenever I visit SAI temple, I thank HIM for giving me married life. My first marriage happened at the age of 19 now I’m 33. It’s almost all 12 years of painful journey. Whenever I happened to see families or married couple my heart cried that I was so unlucky and would have to stay single. Many Astrologer’s scared me that I will not get married again. SAI led me through all struggles and blessed me with a husband. I can’t stop praising SAI. This is possible just because of SAI’s blessings. He recently rescued my husband from dangerous situation. Thanks a lot SAI. Many more miracles in next post.

SAI RAM.JAI SAI RAM.


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