Anonymous Devotee from UK says: Dear Hetalji, please do not publish my identity in the post. I am a Sai devotee since long but become regular reader of your blog quiet recent. I have sent you many posts in the past when going through tough time in UK and now I am sharing you the Miracle of Sai Ma which happened to me just 3 days ago.
Hetalji, please upload a Sai picture before posting this experience on the blog.
Before writing this experience, I am meditating on Sainath to write it down for me by using my hands.
Herewith, I am writing my experience. I am a Sai devotee from 2006, when first time my brother brought Shri Sai Satcharitra at home. He used to read it all the time. So I asked him, one day, what you are reading and since then Sai made me His devotee. There are many experiences in the past, which I can share but all those are about how Sai help me out to come from difficult situation.
At some point in my life, my parents got suffered because of me but since Sai Ma is there, everything got sorted out with happy ending. Last year, I got married and shifted to UK. Since then my husband and I was trying our best to find job in my profession as I am a post graduate. Here I can add that my husband gave me lot of moral support to adjust in this new place and how to keep patience and faith (Baba's mantra) in life, when things are going wrong. Meanwhile, it was my dream to do PhD from very good university in the world. And I was trying for that since my post-graduation. But I was not selected for any of the scholarship program. Then I started doing job in my profession, but that dream was still there in me. My husband made it mission in himself to try his best in fulfilling my dream. So efforts become double to find a PhD with full scholarship in UK and Europe. But again no positive news from any place only rejections. And in this struggle, I found myself to be away from Sainath and felt very guilty for not remembering Him. One day, I went to a Sai temple which is near my home and cried a lot. I asked Him why this is happening to me and why He made my life from stable to unstable. During this, pujari of temple asked me about the problem and I had explained Him that I am not getting any job here and now financially it is must for me to accept any job here. (Hetalji here I would like to remind you that even I asked same question to you and you advised me that right. Now Sai wants me to fulfill duties for my family, so start what you get in job, that time I felt very relaxed when I read your reply). So I accepted the fact and started looking for any kind of job. Meanwhile, my husband gave me continuous encouragement to still make continuous applications for job as well as PhD scholarships. So I did. Still there is no positive result. So temple's pujari advised me to read Sai Satcharitra, one page daily. I told him I am not getting atmosphere to read at home as we were living in sharing with other people and it was not possible as I have no peaceful space at home. He then told me to come to temple for reading, so I said yes.
Next week first miracle happened, my husband decided to live separately so we can live peacefully. Even though it was difficult decision as expenses will increase, but he was firm on his decision. So we started living separately. Sai provided me peaceful place for reading. Eventually, I started doing Parayan. During those days I had a very important scholarship interview on telephone from Indian British Council, so I begged Baba to help me. On my third day of parayan, I gave telephonic interview and sixth day got the result that I was not among the student who received scholarship. Again I got disappointed. Here, my inner enemies made me stop parayan on sixth day. Even though I wanted to continue I don’t know who made me stop. I felt very guilty after that. Continuously, I was asking Baba to demolish my inner enemies, which is giving me lot of pain. On next Thursday, something inspired me to do again parayan and this time it will be solely for saying Sorry to our Sai Ma. So on Thursday evening, I express this to my husband and immediately first he scolded me for not completing last time and then said to start from that Thursday itself. So I started and every time I was praying Sainath; I was saying Sorry to Him and asking Him to vanish my inner enemies.
I was also using Sai Baba's question and answer website and getting positive answers and remembering Him. So I tried my best to follow what He asked me to do so. Sai told me to donate Food. Here in this country, it was not easy to found people who are really in need of food. So I called my mother in India and told her to do so, on my behalf. Since then she is donating on every Thursday. And then on fifth day of my parayan, I got two invitation calls for PhD scholarship from Germany for which they are sponsoring me and I am quiet hopeful that I will receive both.
But the Miracle is our Lord Sai gave me PhD in UK itself again in London itself where we are living. University is giving me Full Scholarship and I am one of the candidates to get this out of 15 in the World. This news came on my last day of Parayan. I called immediately to my husband he said Sai gave us everything. I cried a lot in front of Baba's picture for this Miracle.
Truly Baba helped me and showed Blessing on me. I wanted to tell other Sai Devotees from my this experience that Sainath definitely shows His blessing who Remember Him continuously thereby keeping Faith and Patience.
Dear Readers, please avoid any "I" while reading this because wherever used it is my all ego. Only Baba had done all this so all credit goes to only and only our Sadguru. Still I will beg to Sai to diminish Ego from me.
Hetalji, thank you for all your kind support, when I needed and giving us this beautiful platform to share our experience.
Thank you all Sai Readers for reading my experience.
Sacchidanand Sadguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jay!!!!
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