Today i am posting experience of Sai brother Abhihemu.
I loved a girl but in September 2004 she married someone else saying "Main jaisa ladka chahati thi vaisa mujhe mil gaya hai"(i have found a boy of my choice) and then my life became hell, i suffered a lot. I was a boy who never looked at any girl for love making; that time i was a real innocent boy. It was my first affair at all, which was initiated by her and i was truly serious. I neither fought with her nor had any misunderstandings with her. She suddenly left me without any reason.
I am suffering a lot for last five years but i still love her unable to forget. I used to think that she cheated me, left for a better boy (boy was engineer) and I was mere a student. I cried from the core of my heart. I always thought that she is 90% guilty. I never got relaxed for a minute and went into severe depression.
Last year i prayed to BABA to make me clear why she cheated me and i can surely say BABA answered my prayers. In last six months for the first time in last five years i realized that i was also guilty, i never stopped her thinking that she deserve a better boy while she was expecting that i will stop her. Now i know that she was only 60% guilty and rest 40% guilt was done by me.
Gradually i am coming out from severe depression feeling relaxed!!!
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