This is my experience continued... Not long after Sai Baba restored that child hood memory and the Sai group begun I heard HIM ask "What do you want from Me?" I said everything I could want I have with You. Then I heard..."There is still something else you want." Like He was insisting that it be asked. In that moment in my heart's mind I thought..."Of course...I want my husband to be experiencing this relationship with You also".
Within a very short time my husband had a series of experiences that were quite astonishing, in that it left him with the feeling that he had been silenced. He says, "Baba knocked the monkey out of my head and I have been Sai-lenced." He feels he is being taken care of and the worry monster is no longer the one in control. This quieted mind has made room for simple knowing that has improved his creative ability. Finds himself in flow. Not long after these Sailencing incidents and this new life emerging out of this his Mother passed away. It was simply her time and we both knew it and we felt Baba's presence with us throughout. We are both experiencing a love and a joy and peace of mind that we know is simply Baba's pure love and his touch.
My husband had a full beard his whole adult life. So over the years his dermatologist would show unconcern for the skin that was under the beard. After Baba took such charge of his life there were many changes that occurred. My husband decided to shave his beard and there was discovered a rather nice size mole that both of us thought may be needed to be checked by the skin doctor. My husband's work schedule had been increasing and he would keep forgetting to make that call. Several weeks went by that way. Then on a Tuesday he got a call from the skin doctors office verifying his appointment for this Thursday, April 17th. He said he didn't make an appointment but has been meaning to make one. The conversation went that the office should check and make sure there is no other patient with his name who might have called and if not, he would like to keep the appointment. They called back and said it was definately for him. the lady at the appointment desk is just as amazed as my husband because she says there was definately a call made for him. My husband and I were just laughing because for us it has our dear Sai's signature all over it. Our Sai makes all the needed arrangements, He's showing this to us through this leela. Needless to say this leela has left an effect on us that is beyond words. It did not end here. My husband went for the appointment and the doctor took off that mole. He got a call several weeks later saying that there was melanonin cancer and that he needed to come in for surgery to have the roots removed as it could spread out without doing so. We followed through with this and my husband was told that it was caught just in time...that it was ready to reach a next stage that could cause more difficulties. I am constantly in awe and deeper in love with our dear Master. His words are like Gold to me and all else is like tinsel.
Om Sai Ram
Bow to Shri Sai...Peace be to all.
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